What do you do when you're d and you feel like you have no one..?

well it's time to grow up. You can't blame ALL of this on the guy who d you because you did go out and get drunk and it made you vulnerable. You need to realize that if you actually care for him enough, you can change. Find some friends that support you and are there for you, and not ones that will run away when they get a little scared of a situation. Most likely, you have loved ones that are still with you but you haven't seen them yet. ^-^ Good luck. I hope you find the guy who d you though. You may have been drunk, but I lectured you and that was wrong, and it was wrong of that man and he needs to be locked up or whatever with all other sick, twisted, pervs.